I was going to marry this sucker

Break my heart and lead me to death
A life's not worth living if I'm living it in regret.
Channel the pain into another soul
And leave me here, bruised and all alone.
Intrigue my mind into a dusty aroma
And then lead me to my final bed, knocked into a coma.
Silence the words of ignored insolence
This is so hard to write but you were my prince.
Now my crown is thrown down and I lay at your feet,
Will you leave me here alone in my defeat?
Just take my hand one more time and let me see,
The best person I ever knew was never meant to be.
The shattered blood pumping crystals through my veins,
Meet my demise so quickly, so tame.
So I am begging for your forgiveness even when I know it's too late.
All of my heart is waiting for your time abiding twist of fate.