Amelia misses

Watching Pokemon on Saturday mornings. Eating ice cream in the middle of the night. Eating out with my friends. Going to the library almost every night and staying there reading till close. Waking up at six for school. Wondering what my first kiss was going to be like. Going to sleepovers every weekend. And Colton. I hate breaking up.

Here you go

Still working at Target. What a surprise. They've taken it down to one team lead in Softlines so now I run the whole entire clothing department. It's a huge challenge and normally results in me getting frustrated with my team or myself. It'll be interesting to see what happens in my store in the next couple months. One of my friends got into her radiology program and so she'll be stepping down and transfering to the Orem Target to be closer to her house. They're also opening a new Target in Sugar House and we'll probably have one or two transfers up there from the Team Leads. So then we'll be down on head count in our store. I'm trying to decide if it's worth it or not to try for senior team lead. Then I would have Leader On Duty shifts where I would run the whole store basically, plus be over softlines. However, the pay increase would be substanstial.

In my personal life, after trying for a couple months to keep my relationship with Colton secret from my coworkers, it all came out in the past week or so. Interestingly enough, not many people care like I thought they would. It helps that he doesn't work for Target anymore, but it doesn't help that he thinks our relationship isn't going to go anywhere. Hence the drama rama like crazy with him. If I'm not ecstatically happy for one minute, I'm bawling my eyes out the next. I really really dislike dating. But I'm determined to make things work as long as I can, although hopefully he will wake up and realize how dumb he is being....

I'm going to go to school this semester for just two classes, meteorology and communications. I'm excited to see what I can learn from meterorology. It looks super interesting, and if that doesn't help me get a job/internship with a readio or tv station, I don't know what will.

Now, let's count our blessings.

1. Gwen
2. My Family
3. An incredible home over my head
4. A stable job
5. Supportive friends
6. Not physically deformed
7. A lot of different ways to entertain myself, books, movies, bike, longboard
8. A gym pass
9. School
10. the Future.