Just the Rain

The Clouds
The majestic

Clouds
Storming

Lightning
In my chest
The misery of
The Clouds.
Rain dropping

So Loud
Rain

Hammering
The noise
Never satisfied
With just the

Rain.

Thanks a lot

For rubbing in my face how much I suck at making Gone with the Wind

Christmas

has made my life a living HE double hockey sticks

Silent Silent Silent

Aren't you scared of feeling pain?
Being left to die?
Lonely, but never alone?
I am.
Facing your fears is trying to face a demon.
Crazy twisted world, full of torture.
Reminders of a distant time,
set to nag,
and wound to drive your life through your lungs
and out your throat.
Danger seems so safe and so alive.
I'm feeling the conformity and the pent up rage at myself.
Stop it all, take it away,
dull the knife
and remove the blade.
It's not worth trying if it's not worth dying.
No more confusion.
I am allowed.
I am vibrant.
I am Amelia.
I am me.

Everyone keeps posting recipes..

Here is my recipe for Chicken Bake, it's delicious and nutritious. I got it from my friend Rachelle and I put a few modifications on it.

3 Chicken Brest (dethawed)
Three large potatoes
1 cup of Zesty Italian Dressing (I put in half a bottle because I LOVE the taste, but you can't put in too much or else it will over saturate the potatoes)
1/2 cup of Parmesan cheese
Vegetables are optional. I add about 1 1/2 to 2 cups of corn.

Preheat oven 425

Cut up the chicken and potatoes into about 1 inch by 1 inch squares. Toss them together into a glass pan. Drizzle the Dressing all over the potatoes and chicken, mix in if you want more covering. Sprinkle the cheese all over the top, add more if you can't cover it to your liking (I like a lot). Bake for one hour, or until browned on top, I do it till the top tips are black.

This is super easy and makes for a delicious main meal.



Cinnamon Apple Jello

1 package of Cherry Jello
1/4 cup of Red Hots (Cinnamon Candies)
1 1/2 cups boiling water
1 cup regular or cinnamon applesauce

Boil water and mix in Red Hots and Jello until Red Hots are dissolved. Cool and stir in applesauce. Pour into individual bowls or mold. Chill till set.


Enjoy. These are two of my favorite dishes.

I was going to marry this sucker

Break my heart and lead me to death
A life's not worth living if I'm living it in regret.
Channel the pain into another soul
And leave me here, bruised and all alone.
Intrigue my mind into a dusty aroma
And then lead me to my final bed, knocked into a coma.
Silence the words of ignored insolence
This is so hard to write but you were my prince.
Now my crown is thrown down and I lay at your feet,
Will you leave me here alone in my defeat?
Just take my hand one more time and let me see,
The best person I ever knew was never meant to be.
The shattered blood pumping crystals through my veins,
Meet my demise so quickly, so tame.
So I am begging for your forgiveness even when I know it's too late.
All of my heart is waiting for your time abiding twist of fate.

Shallow Eyes

This fracture takes a pain, a pill, a life.
Extreme consequences from a simple mistake.
The human form of Anger takes the face,
Of the one true thing that was holy.
To hold you one more time would be,
Selfish.
Corrupt.
The rush of rage.
The thrill of pain.
The emersion of blood.
The entrance of bile.
Examine these hosts and jump for dear life.
The Fall will take you to the height of a knife,
Plunged and plugged in to my heart and soul.
The fountain bleeds crimson.
The eyes drip aqua.
The voice cries melodies.
All of this for nothing but for learning.
Light betrays it's brother,
Dark holds it's lover.
It's over now,
And I am stranded in the shallows of your eyes.