My iPod won't turn off

And I am starting to get worried.. I need my iPod while I am in California... What's that you say? OH, yes California. Specifically Huntington Beach with my bro and his ho.
I leave tomorrow but I feel so unprepared. I keep startling myself by thinking I forgot to pack something, but then I check.. and yes, I am just obbsessing like I always do.
Now I just need to figure out how to print my itinerary, fix my iPod, go buy shampoo and toothpaste and basically calm down.
I think that I should never be in charge of vacations. Especially for myself.
So a little update before I force myself to sleep.

First of all, let me explain how much I love my job. I love the people I work with. I love the tasks I do. I love solving problems and leading people.
Now I dislike I few things. Such as the drama mill that churns out hot fresh rumors all day long. I can't help my obsessiveness when there are new things to deal with everyday... I dislike the rude people I work with. I dislike dealing with guests. I dislike the cutting of hours so that there is less people to perform more work.
That being said, I will probably end up working at Target for the rest of my life.

I have been hanging out with a lot of my friends lately. One of my friends and her husband just bought an adorable starter house with a GINORMOUS garage and workshop area and I go down and visit them at least once a week. I have another friend who just moved up to the Avenues and I hang out with her and her neighbors once a week as well. Lisa and I have been trying to do active things but it has been particularly hard with the weather and all of the family activities going on. We have started playing tennis and hiking a lot. I wish I could say we go running, but I can't get myself to go runnning since this last time I got sick. Maybe going to Cali will help with that... Seeing everyone in better shape then me...

I am still trying to get my hiking club for kids started, but it's difficult to get a city and parents to trust anyone who is uncertified in anything except first aid and food handling... I just need more support from the city and I feel that I could probably start getting things really rolling. The only problem after that is figuring out transportation and what hikes to take the ages on. We'll have to tackle that after everything else.

I was extremely happy to see everyone, even though I was pmsing the whole time, I preapologized and therefore it's okay. It's crazy to think that Alex is on his mission. It feels like just yesterday that I was tying him and his friend Timmy up with K'Nex ropes... Hmm.

I will be going to school full time next fall. I have resigned myself to the fact that I have to go to school in order to better myself. Lame. I wish I could just be where I want to be right now... On the channel E!...

Well hopefully dad and I can fix my camera so you can be impressed by my adventures in Cali.

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