Due to popular demand...

I'm back.
I apologize. I have been extremely busy.
I'll be better next time.
I promise.

I work hard.
I sleep hard.
I am lazy hard core.

Imagine that. Me. Lazy. Ha.
Just kidding.

I really do work my butt off FYI...

If I could describe my life for the past couple of months it would use the word....

DRAMA-RAMA

Boys. Rock'n'Roll, Drugs, Alcohol. Just kidding about the last two.

I moved for those of you who care. I now live 5 minutes away from work in a very nice townhome that I live in with 2 other girls and a guy. It's.. Interesting and I think I'm having a hard time adapting with the boy, but we were desperate and appearantly, it's socially acceptable to do that now.

I've been kinda dating this guy... He's just a guy... That I kinda have a big crush on. If you want details... Call any of my sisters, because I am pathetic and I share way too much.

And for those of you who enjoy my little rebelious side.. I finished my tattoo. It's beautiful. It looks lovely on my enlarging belly and ginormous love handles... Just kidding!



At the beginning of the year, Target cut down to two team leads in the clothing area, we call it softlines, as oppossed to three. I am just now starting to feel the effects of it. I have to work on managing as opposed to tasks. I am so used to just coming in and getting my work down, now I have to delegate others to do it for me. I am so picky about my areas that I have the hardest time letting others take over situations like that. I have to be more "global" my boss says... Get out of the clothing more... Which actually slightly upsets me because I have always felt that one of my strengths as a leader there was being able to prioritize as a store and not just softlines...Oh well. I actually often get feedback like that. I don't think my boss knows me that well. Oh and I finally started making friends there.. 9 months later... I'm a sad sad little thing. Speaking of friends...

I am 20 years old. I can think for myself. I can judge right and wrong by myself. Luckily for me, all of my old friends do not possess that ability and are still living in the american high school dream. Freakin psychos. Everyone is talking crap about everyone and backstabbing each other. HOW OLD ARE WE CHILDREN?! I act immature and eccentric, but at least I still respect people enough to let them make their own decisions and not judge them for who they are and what they do. AHHHHHHH.

Anyway, I am going to try to go to Chris's soon. I was going to use my taxes money, but $650 later, my car is finally fixed. Oh well.

So now it's bed time and I have to stop using my roomates computer because we don't have internet yet and we are stealing wireless from the neighbors...

Love ya!