Glee

A few of you have been asking me whether Glee is worth the watch or not... This is why it's awesome....

1. So many funny one liners.
2. Awkward moments like crazy.
3. I cried my eyes out when I watched the last one with the heartattack.
4. They cover a variety of music, it's not just pop and show tunes, they do classic rock and some pretty good oldies.
5. There is a jewish kid in there with an orange jew fro.
6. Britney Spears.
7. The theme of the show is ultimately accepting others for who they are.

If you're not convinced, please watch my new favorite clip. I almost dies laughing at the very end.



I love this show so much!

Humane Society

Appearantly I don't communicate enough about what I am doing other than complaining about work. I started volunteering and the Humane Society again. I had such a hard time when I did it for six months a couple of years ago but I felt that need to start doing something productive and stimulating other then school and work. I still find it difficult going in there week after week and seeing the same cats over and over again until they get taken away for one reason or another that normally doesn't have to do with adoption. My ultimate goal is to be able to be an adoption counselor, but I'm finding the training and mentoring sessions very tedious and difficult to schedule because of work/school. Another depressing part is seeing how irresponsible people treat their animals and the reasons why most animals arrive to the shelter. It's mainly a moving situation but more often then not it's because of neglect. Breaks my heart.
So my average day of volunteering starts with me coming in and saying hi to the front desk girls and grabbing my volunteer apron. I mainly work with the cats and hardly work with the dogs because most of the volunteers work with the dogs and the cats don't get enough attention. I always sanitize like crazy. A couple weeks ago, some idiot, either a worker, guest, or volunteer didn't sanitize between kennels so they had a massive outbreak of kennel cough. Look it up. Not pleasent. So I spent most of the shift cleaning the kennels and trying to clean the cats eyes and nose and cuddle them so they are warmer and the fever isn't so unbearable. Anyway, I come in a see who is meowing the loudest and go take them into the aquiantance rooms and play with them for a bit. I normally do this for about an hour and then move to the unpleasent tasks... Making sure the litter is full and pooper scooping, water, food, fresh towels, fur brushing, etc. I try to see if the workers need me to help with anything, then I peace out unless I want to cuddle some more.
The down side to this is that I have to shower and wash my clothes right away or else Gwen can get super sick. I haven't been the best at keeping her up on her shots, but even if she was fully vaccinated, she would still be extremely succeptible. I also get pretty depressed for the rest of the day, but I think it's worth it, because my ultimate goal in life, besides being on E! is to be able to help drive for harsher punishment for animal cruelty and to find a solution of overpopulation of cats and dogs.
Lately, there has been a lot of talk to about registering convicted animal cruelty offenders on a list like a sex offenders list. I have listened to both side of the arguement and can see how this might affect some people negatively, I can also see how it will help deter more crimes and prevent further abuse. I for one would like to know if my neighbor has been convicted so that I know if Gwen should be allowed to go outside or not. I also might have a little skewed vision on animals and see them as innocent and defenseless as children. The down side of this is that punishment for animal cruelty is not as harsh as it probably should be. Each state is different on their laws, but for the most part, the awful stories I read about normally end in maybe a year in jail. Let me remind everyone that serial killers start out as animal abusers... Shouldn't someone who has a tendancy to torturing innnocent animals be sent to a correction facility to be rehabiliatated?

Anyway, enough of my rant, I mainly just wanted to say enough of the cruelty jokes, it affects me personally now.

The rumors are true

Although most of you haven't even noticed or don't care, I took myself off facebook. It feels so good to be wasting my time with other things like this blog or homework or How I Met Your Mother. I had a hard time not getting on ALL of the time for a couple of days, but was still super pleased with myself that I didn't cave and reactivate that stupid site.
Time for news.
still trucking along with school and getting more and more exhausted each day. I am taking Music Appreciation, which I loved because we listen to a lot of classical music, Early American History, super easy, Broadcasting, I'm starting to work with the college's television station already, and of course, that Health class everyone has to take. Only this time I don't have to have mom sign a form saying it's not okay to talk about reproduction to me.... Mom....
I've been debating a lot lately about whether living with Amy and her boyfriend who is probably permanently moving in around late October was the right thing for me. I woke up a couple of mornings ago and just knew that the right thing for me to do is to move out if he moves in or doesn't stop hanging around all of the time. I love Amy to death but I have a really hard time getting along with her boyfriend and I already feel like this is "their" home and not "ours." So I talked to the parentals and we figured that me moving home for another 6 months or so wouldn't be such a bad idea to help me save money and figure out work moves....
speaking of Target. The morning I woke up and knew I had to move out was also the morning I woke up and knew I had to quit Target or else I would always be putting it first before my education and I would be stuck there for the rest of my life. I'm not saying it's not a possible career for me, but I know that I can't work there anymore while I'm trying to get my education. So they just hired a new girl for the promotion that I interviewed for and expected me to train her... Huge slap in the face, but I feel loyalty bound to make sure that she is completely trained and that I find a job that will somewhat support me while I am going through school.
One of the main things I am worried about if I move out is that I will lose all of the friends I have made through Amy. They are such a wonderful and eceletic group of people. It's interesting to see the Mormon housewife talking to the whore of the group about recipes. I love it. But I can tell Amy is getting jealous of the attention that I am getting from her best friend because her best friend wants me to go to church with her and wants to help me through the "tough times " I am having... Girls. So Silly.
Anyway, still dating around. Same old same old.

Amelia misses

Watching Pokemon on Saturday mornings. Eating ice cream in the middle of the night. Eating out with my friends. Going to the library almost every night and staying there reading till close. Waking up at six for school. Wondering what my first kiss was going to be like. Going to sleepovers every weekend. And Colton. I hate breaking up.

Here you go

Still working at Target. What a surprise. They've taken it down to one team lead in Softlines so now I run the whole entire clothing department. It's a huge challenge and normally results in me getting frustrated with my team or myself. It'll be interesting to see what happens in my store in the next couple months. One of my friends got into her radiology program and so she'll be stepping down and transfering to the Orem Target to be closer to her house. They're also opening a new Target in Sugar House and we'll probably have one or two transfers up there from the Team Leads. So then we'll be down on head count in our store. I'm trying to decide if it's worth it or not to try for senior team lead. Then I would have Leader On Duty shifts where I would run the whole store basically, plus be over softlines. However, the pay increase would be substanstial.

In my personal life, after trying for a couple months to keep my relationship with Colton secret from my coworkers, it all came out in the past week or so. Interestingly enough, not many people care like I thought they would. It helps that he doesn't work for Target anymore, but it doesn't help that he thinks our relationship isn't going to go anywhere. Hence the drama rama like crazy with him. If I'm not ecstatically happy for one minute, I'm bawling my eyes out the next. I really really dislike dating. But I'm determined to make things work as long as I can, although hopefully he will wake up and realize how dumb he is being....

I'm going to go to school this semester for just two classes, meteorology and communications. I'm excited to see what I can learn from meterorology. It looks super interesting, and if that doesn't help me get a job/internship with a readio or tv station, I don't know what will.

Now, let's count our blessings.

1. Gwen
2. My Family
3. An incredible home over my head
4. A stable job
5. Supportive friends
6. Not physically deformed
7. A lot of different ways to entertain myself, books, movies, bike, longboard
8. A gym pass
9. School
10. the Future.

My weekly rant.

Pretty sure this job is draining my life away. I take naps every day now and go to bed so early. I drink a few Mountain Dews a day just to make it without killing someone. I don't know if the stress on my brain and body is worth the tuition reimbusement anymore. I feel so unappreciated even though I run half the store and run it pretty well. I am sick of dealing with girls and WOMEN who act like teenagers and fight and gossip all the time. I want to work somewhere where I don't have to wear the same thing everyday and don't have to babysit and train and yell everyday. I mainly want the bags under my eyes to go away :(

You!