When you try to leave the drama

it has a way of hunting you down and finding you...
I just can't get away!

This is for Stephanie...

Here is the skirt,




And here is the super suit

LOVE YA!

For those of you who are curious as to where I have been trying to hide the past couple months... I was trying to hide in my own gloom and sadness. I feel kinda pathetic that I actually let a guy get to me this bad. I've always prided myself on seeing the bright side and not getting so attached since I feel I still have so much more to do with my life, but this was just ridiculous. Hopefully I can bounce back more after I stop PMS-ing so much. Wait, what is PMS you say? Well basically it stands for Psycho Moody Schizo, they might as well just name it after me. Sorry, back on track. The past couple days are the first couple days in awhile that I have felt a little bit of my usual perk. I actually tried getting ready for work and school and I've been cleaning. My normal hygiene tasks have suffered lately from the lack of motivation... I've been in the mind frame, that if HE doesn't care then why should I? Disgusting, I know. I'll let you know when I've completely recovered... It's coming soon!
My friend got back from his mission the other day and no we're not getting married, and no I am not attracted to him. But I'm glad he's back.
I have had drama at work. I don't like talking about it since it makes me cry and I am trying to stop bringing my work home with me.
I love school. I didn't go today.. Shame on me, but I am thinking that no one wants me throwing up on them while in class. I am going to try to go to school full time next semester and we'll see how I can handle that. But don't worry, my determination to be the best is still there....

Anyway, to leave you with a sad note... I should've bought Britney Spears concert tickets when I had the chance... When she's hot, she's hot. When she's not hot, she's still hot.

I'll make this quick...

So since I am cursed beyond all cursings, I was snowed in for a couple days and couldn't really get around so I spent a few days being pent up and home with cabin fever...
I am dating a few people right now.. Nothing really exciting or serious
Work is very busy, but I love it like that... Not that I would always want it like that..
I got some pretty sweet survival stuff and kitchen tools and stuff from mom and dad and Maren got me the most amazing Office T-Shirt...
Stephanie, your present still is on back order but hopefully I can order it soon.. If not then I had a back up idea.
Gwen is as fat and cute and ever.
My roomates and I are kinda getting along now.
I can NOT wait to move to somewhere where they actually do the HOA things they're supposed to do, not stupid little things...
I am still waiting to find out if I am getting financial aid, but I did sign up for 3 classes...
English
Communications
Computer Sciences...

Anyway, that's all for now, if you want more details then I will give but I gotta work in the morning so GOODNIGHT!

I AM NEVER GETTING MARRIED

Tonight is a prime example of exactly why I will never marry.
I'm going to go live in the mountains with a space heater, mountain dew, and Gwen.
Then I don't have to deal with crap like this.
EVER.

ARRRRRRRHHHHGGGGGGGGHHH!!!!!

GRAWT!

If I had to describe my life with one word right now, it would be content. I am still having my up and down days, but ever since I started straightening out a few things in my life, things have flowed much better. I have been working out, but not as crazily as I was a few weeks ago... I gained a ton of muscle weight but made myself sick again. I'll get it right soon. I still eat whatever I want...

On other note, I've been rock climbing with my friends down in Provo so it's funny that Josh is taking that as a class... He probably has it with some of my friends from the gym. I've also been doing Yoga. I don't know if you guys remember how big my main room is but I just push the couch over and hit the Comcast On Demand button and I'm set. I still work a lot and Target has estimated that the average team member walks three miles a day... I know I walk more then that, not just walking either.. Gaw I love my job.

I know you all want to know about the man... I don't want to spill too much because then none of you will call me, but things are at a very nice level. Not too fast which is good because I will run for the hills.

One of my roomates, Celeste is moving out at the end of this month. I am sad but it is something that she needs to do and she will continue to pay rent until we replace her.. But until that time I have my own little workout room... Anyone who wants to contribute equipment or programs is more then welcome. Anyway, she is moving to Texas with her parents and already has a job set up and school. I'm happy for her.

So to leave you on a random note... I wish it would snow so I could snow blow again.. I enjoy snow blowing...


Here is the new video for the James Bond movie.. Quantum Solace

Happy freakin Halloween!

So last night was awesome!
Mainly because of the company I keep...
I had to work during the day and it was really slow and I was able to get a lot done. Set quite a few new tables in the womans dept so now I only have to worry about the rearranging of the racks in Mens and Womans and the Mens tables. Then i'm done for awhile.
So, I got off work and ran to the parentals house to pick up my costume...



I'm Angela from the Office... Don't be jealous. Those are my children. Yes, I did let them dress like that. I am a bad mother.
My GOOD friend Jordan was Dwight. It was spectacular.
We wne to a few parties, but ultimately ended up back at my house watching Reno 911...
We saw a few Jim Dangles that night so it was appropriate.

I did Celeste's hair, as you'll see in the picture. Taryn was a crazy jungle woman. She didn't need to dress up to do that... Bahahahaha

So every Wednesday I I am going up to Mom and Dad's and cleaning. Half to pay for my debt. The other half to help our aging parents... I'll be the one taking care of them... I can feel it.

Anyway... I'm Ron Burgendy?